Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Am i able to forget him even after that?
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Monday, June 28, 2010
Sunday, June 27, 2010
i always end up knowing what you said behind my back how you really feel about me,
people always ask me dont think so much but because you are in it,
i just cant stop thinking,
today although you are just with me but i still felt so lost and miss you deeply,
we are so close yet our heart is so far,
i notice it is really tough for me seeing you but not talking to you,
today the whole day,
i been waiting for you to talk to me,
yes you did talk to me but it is only few words,
Have you ever spare a thought for me?
Dont talk in the past,so now i talk about now,why are you now like that?
Is new friends more important than memebers?
I try to understand you and be understanding yet i just cannot understand a single thing about you,
to be real to you,
alot of people is getting disappointed with you not only me even the brothers,
sometimes have you thought of that,you put ALMOST your effort on the new friends,
yes new friends is very important but what about the members?they are the one that build that cg,have you ever thought of that?
you think that i am not mature enough yet have you ever thought of my age?
or even try to understand me?
Just one word i can say which is you disappointed people around you,yet you dunno,
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Friday, June 25, 2010
我想要忘记你，i even deleted all the msg,but why it is still in my mind my heart,
i now then know that is not a matter of deleting,even that cant help me to rest down,I am totally broke down
Your words your action your image the times we had together kept on coming into my mind,I am tired,i cant be alone,once i am alone i thought of you!
我不想知道什么是爱上你，我不想要这种感觉！我很。。。
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Youth meeting was really great,
the power of GOD,
HEALING:D
after youth meeting we went to food count and eaten,'
just after that we was taking train back,
and i was using hand phone,i didt know at it,
and nearly hurt myself,and get scolded by mrt stuff,OMMY,CANT BELIEVE IT!
when we are going back in the train we talk about you,and alot alot of people guess that i like him but that's the fact la,but i had a talk with grace,i make a promise to myself once i talk to grace,i told myself i Will treat every one very fair,no more treating this person better than the extend,i Will forget him,i haven really drop down until cant climb up,so now i must climb up before its too late:D
From now on,I will change,thanks god for such a great sister because of grace,i finally understand whats the promble lies with me,why am i not mature,this time i dare said i will change and not try to change,and i believe i can do it,because though god all things are possible:DI believe i can forget him as well:D
Be like what grace said,you happy is one day sad is also one day,then why be sad and not happy?so from now on,i will try to keep myself happy^^
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Saturday, June 19, 2010
LOOK AT ALL THESE PIC?Been edit before,I super love editing now!NICE????
I Know Nice la,P.s very thick skin!Some i use web cam to take pics,hahas,just 2days i take abt 60plus pics!
Hahas,Just came home from fellowship,WA.Just now service really great!:)) always remember this mercy came from righteousness!:))
I guess i learn alot of things today!
When we are going home,Mei Xian Somehow like pray for me,so ya,
Thanks god!:))
I now understand more things,just have faith in him!:))
Thanks god for today!:))
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Thursday, June 17, 2010
Learning to pray more:))
Learning to read the bible more!:))
Learning to fast more!:))
Learning to be more mature!:))
Learning alot alot more!:))
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Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Nice rite?This is some of the pic i took at east coast park!
See the picture?A guy is singing,he is Xianbi,just in case you dun know him!:))
He sing well,really good,!!He singing during the MJ ZONE BBQ!:]]
I took lots of photo with Theresa Lynette yunyi,was really fun,I guess so,i did something bad today,i ate chicken wing,Omg,I cant believe it,hahas
Me and yunyi even had a walk during the day,
At around 10plus theresa and I wanted to go home but no one was there to bring us out,by right i was really piss off,every brother sounds like I am very troublesome,do i look very strong??when we was going off only lynette seem to be worried,and others was like,oh okay byee!and no one want to send us off,i was really.....i think if that is andrea or other sister there will sure be some brother willing to send them off,so
ya,after that we nearly lost our way,then i walk back to ask someone to send us off,serene and ahboy send us off and after that we took a cab to theresa home and from there i walk home,:))
I just want to thanks god for such a wonderful day,
Labels: God loves me, outing
Monday, June 14, 2010
So ya,notice there is some different for my blog,because i want a new start,a better start,i want to change my prayer life my life towards god:))
Start to pray more man.
PRAY PRAY PRAY
To me praying to god is the same as talking to humans,the only thing is praying is praying to someone who loves me more than anyone else and with him nothing is impossible and it is something great to do,so start to pray more:))I am now having 34Min's of prayer per day!I believe i can do better than that!
FAST MORE:))Start fasting,just by fasting you humble yourself before the lord and get closer to god!:))
READ BIBLE
Have to read,just like what Kenneth tell me prayer without reading bible is like eating without drinking!
I am changing really changing i will be more mature than before:))It is really time that i should wake up!:))
If can,i even want to take a group by this year!I am learning how to pray for others!:))
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