Monday, July 12, 2010
This picture i really love it very much where this bring me back to the past,
The fact is Past is already the past,Past mean"once happened"I cannot never go back anymore,there is no turning back,there is no U turn,once you walk forward or towards you can never walk backwards,Ya,i do miss the time we have shared together the time we smile and laugh and cry together but that's the past i can never go back,the only thing i can do is to walk forward or towards,I do miss you even we just see each other not long maybe just a few mini will start missing you,but just by missing you there's nothing i can do,the only thing is to hid my feeling to hid that i am missing you,i know if i will to say this it is very wrong but i am still going to said it,in the Past i always said loving you not a mistake but loving you at the wrong time is a mistake but i will said i love the wrong people at the wrong time,you change no longer the one i know its?!now days you been very straight towards me,I want you to talk to me but i don't want to reply you,i am angry at you yet .....I really don't know,I blocked you on face book but at the end i chose to unblock you," Hurt me with truths, but never comfort me with lies."by Qing mummy my fellow up ",i rather i don't know it from the start because once i get to know i can never stop knowing,"
why is it every time when it come to you lies and then there will be truth ahead of me?!every time i always thought that what people tell me is really what they tell me but then i know,you are the one who asked them to tell me,Yesterday night i called you and that decide my life and my everything,i have come to a this,i told myself if i call you and you are able to talk to me i will carry on to have hope on you but you are not free,and then i give myself a 2nd chance i told myself if i msg you and by 12.30am you reply me i will carry on to have false hope on you but you reply me at 12.32am then everything came to where i can never turn back,the 2min change my whole life put everything to a stop to a end,i will not avoid you but i will just have the right heart to treat you as my friend,maybe just the 2mins
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